Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Where in the world is big country?????

What ever happened to "big country"?~?~

y'all remember "big country" don't you??? Southern gentleman very handsome..lot's of charm...a lot closer to my age(still younger though). Well ever since the night he canceled our dinner date and "young buck" called and offered to "entertain" me for the evening........he has been around constantly........"big country" left for a few weeks and then when he got back........"young buck" was keeping me VERY busy. I do talk 2 "big country" every now and then. He has been gone a lot(out 2 sea).

About 3 weeks ago I went 2 "big countrys" and I took a picnic type dinner....we had dinner and watched movies and I thought hmmmmmm "I still like him" dude is funny as hell (very important 2 me)................BUT the whole time I was with him, I felt like I was sort of "cheatin" on "young buck"(who was out 2 sea)..................I was out with my girlfriend last week and "big country" joined us and had a few drinks with us..............we danced and had a great time......he walked me and my girlfriend 2 her car and asked me 2 come home with him and I DECLINED!!!!!!! what the hell??????

Here is the problem...............I don't really know how 2 be a "playa" so 2 speak..........my girlfriends say "well if you are not in a relationship with "young buck" you can see "big country" also.....one says "men do it"..I.JUST.CAN'T. I suppose if I take out the "grown-up-naked" parts I could.........LOL

Then there is the whole "big country" is closer 2 my age.........."young buck" is a baby. "big country" would be the better choice for sooooo many reasons...............BUT "young buck" keeps me smiling, makes me feel 25, and the nakedness is AWESOME!!!!!

so for now I just share texts and e-mails and an occaisional "clothes on" visit with "big country" and give the majority of my attention 2 "young buck" because i'm just not able 2 do both!!!!!! PUN INTENDED!!!!!

Monday, July 10, 2006

let's talk about "young buck"

What's up with "young buck"????

First off let's not confuse him with "mr.25" he didn't make the cut. Why you may ask?????

1. he didn't have a car.

2.he didn't like 2 eat at the buffet (if you know what I mean) it was open once and he refused 2 partake........BOOO

3. he didn't have a car

4. he asked me 2 take him 2 the airport one Thursday and pick him up on Sunday night. I did cause i'm nice like that........he didn't offer 5 cent for gas!!!!!! you can fly to Virginia for the weekend but can't put $5 in my tank?????? mmmkkkaayyy LOSE.MY.NUMBER!!!!

5.DID i MENTION HE DIDN'T HAVE A CAR??????

O.K back to "young buck"......HE HAS A CAR!!!!

He makes me smile. He seems to go outta his way to say something nice daily.

"Dee I love your hair" I have never ever had a man mention my hair!!!! EVER!!

He plays in my hair ALL.THE.TIME. not just when we are having naked grown up fun!!!! ( I like my hair pulled....T.M.I. but hell it's my blog)

He calls me by my REAL name!!!! What y'all didn't think my birth name was Dee did you????

He sometimes calls me "sunshine"
"good morning sunshine" "can I please speak 2 sunshine"

He tells me i'm sexxy. He appreciates my "thickness"

He's a gentleman...........period!!!!

He's funny as hell........so important for me cause i'm a little on the silly side as well!!!!

He's tall enough for me 2 wear my highest heels and he's still taller than me!!!!!

Dark skinned and handsome!!!!!
He's not afraid 2 call me on my shit. He tells me just what he feels right then and there......even if I don't ask or want 2 know. I like that and need it from time 2 time.

Now for the great part............................THE.GROWN.UP.NAKED.FUN.IS.AWESOME!!!!!!

He never ever ever gets tired!!!! Ever!!!! How cool is that???? He is very very verbal!!! That's a plus for me!!!! I don't care if you sing the alphabet....just say something!!!!! He lives on the ship so we get 2 have hotel sex!!!!!! WOOO WHOOOO!!!! Now some of you may be saying "so what Dee what's the big deal about hotel sex" well lemme tell ya...............

when you are a single momma you have 2 be really careful.......sneaking around being all quiet and stuff.....sneakinking him out before the kids wake up......sneaking him in after they go 2 bed, which is really hard with 2 teenagers by the way!!!!!!

When at a hotel, I just turn into some one else...............i can scream like a wild banshee..............walk around naked..................sleep in............get more in the morning...........all theese things others take for granted..................I get to be grown up.....even if only for the weekend!!!!

Now I could go on and on but I will not bore you with the details.The best part is he makes me smile!!!!! PERIOD!!!!! When I have doubts and start 2 feel bad about the age difference he simply says" I make you smile right? You're happy right? Then what's the problem???? I don't have a problem.......I like you and you like me"

So no matter what happens.........this is "young bucks" season....or maybe he's here for a reason.......I don't really know but i'm gonna enjoy the ride!!!!!!!

Thursday, July 06, 2006

o.k o.k i'm posting..............stop cussin me out.......

I hope everyone had a great 4th....I had a blast. I freaking 4got it was the 4th weekend until Friday............I guess since i'm all gaa-gaa over "young buck" LOL

Saturday I went 2 a que at a park with bestfriend and her youngins. It was o.k. I didn't know anyone but hey that never ever stopped me. The food was extra yummy but the peeps were not very friendly. I did know one lady there. She had been in a co-workers/friends wedding about 4 years ago and she remembered me. WHOA that was like 6 years ago. She told me what a great job I did decorating the reception. The host and hostess are her aunt and uncle.Did I mention the food was yummy?????

Sunday I just chilled. I sat outside with my neighbor and his parents and drank beer. He lit up his frill and I threw a couple of burgers on it when he was done. Why is it that we can't let a good fire go 2 waste????? What is that about????? Or is it just me????? I be like oh that's a good fire....lemme go pull a chicken outta the freezer!!!!!

Monday nadda..........ate ice cream all day.........no really!!!! Ice cream sammiches, push ups and theese popcicles by dryers......YUMMY they are made from real fruit and you need 5 servings daily right????? so shit I ate 5...........

The 4th a que again with best friend and the kiddies.....theese people were a lil more friendly....we had a great time then James dropped us off(our designated driver) at our favorite hole.in.da.wall. 2 have free holiday drinks. The thing I love most about this place is there is a nice mixed crowd. There are 20's 30's 40' 50's even 60's and older. There is always entertainment. I could sit for HOURS and listen 2 the stories from the older folks......and when they get on the dance floor WATCH out!!!!!! The other thing I love about that place is my gurlfriend is the bartender................What????

Last nite I went 2 a little graduation party/dinner for a friend who got his B.A. I had a great time as usual!!!! He is a member of the American legion so he had the party at his post. I was a HIT with all the old men.......LOL I danced with half of them in the place. I heard my friend Ron telling the older gentleman at the end of our table "yep that's Dee the life of the party" One gentleman I pulled out on the floor told me he hadn't danced in over a year because of his arthritis. I can't imagine not dancing or being able 2 dance.......he said "gurl you make a man wanna dance all nite" LMAO was he being a dirty ol man???? if he was I didn't mind cuz we had a ball. Everytime I got back 2 the table there was a beer. I would look around 2 see where it came from and some old man would lift his glass and smile!!!! It was fun dancing 2 the oldies.........that was great music. The Isleys the whispers and Ojays..............

I think that's it for now. Let me go catch up with you guys............"young buck" has been out 2 sea but he will be home for the weekend. I will devote an entire post 2 him soon!!!!! WOW!!!!

also coming soon:
"what in the world happened 2 big country" and

"What happened when the LIAR showed up at my house while young buck was here"

Have a great day!!!!!